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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Shogun @ Sunway Pyramid

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This restaurant was a favourite place for free-food paid under Thermofisher. We went there for celebration after completing the PPI program by a task team or as an annual year celebration by departments or treating some guests who came for a visit or as a farewell party to whom were leaving the company.
It is a Japanese restaurant which serves buffet during lunch. I always opted for the seafood varieties, sushi, desserts - all in that order.
Once, I brought kakak and arif over there for lunch and of course on kakak's treat. Too bad at that time, they didnt serve lobster as the entree' or appertizer anymore.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

One Month Ago

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One month ago today, it was the day I said my final goodbye to her.

31st August 2009 will be remembered for as long as I breathe.

Mak passed away during the azan of Isya' was being called out from a nearby musollah.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

The Starting.......

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After coming back to KL, I went straight into the room to see Mak. Cik Tan, Cik Chum, Cik Ma were all in the room sitting and talking after lunch. Cik Pah was there as well. I was told earlier that she has brought an old photo of her and Mak. She said the day she showed it to Mak, Mak would not want to let go of the picture.... maybe the pic did trigger some memories in her mind though she is unable to express it in words but we can sometimes see it in her eyes..

I asked Cik Pah whether I can see the picture and I am fortunate that she still had it in her handbag. The picture showed Mak and Cik Pah in the photo studio. Both were so so so young. When I looked at the back of the picture there was a date stamped behind it. It was 25th December 1955! Wow...Mak was 16 when the picture was taken. She was beautiful and still is even with the current state she is now.
I will be posting the picture once I scan it (Guys..will you get the scanner working!)
to be continued.......
It has been a few days later that this is continued.....
By the way, I did have the picture scanned at the office. I think I would be growing beard first if I wait for the scanner at home to work!
The story continues with Cik Pah would be telling that whenever they go see a movie, they will come back and took pictures at the photo studio, hence all the old pictures were in studios and of course black and white.
Then Cik Pah reminisced about how at one time Mak cooked lunch and have the food ready on the table and when time to eat, all the food was not to be found. Later someone found dirty plates and pots near some paddy field. It must be that Mak is a great cook. Frankly speaking, she is... she doesnt need all those extra MSG to make the food delicious. Its just her technique of seasoning the food and of coz plus her "air tangan" that makes her cooking so yummylicious.
Then Cik Chum joined in to reminisced about how Ba had never seen Mak before they were married. Ba was told that Mak was at the house behind Tok Tam's house in Alor Merah. So Ba brought along a shotgun to shoot the birds near the house where Mak stayed. Though I didnt get the story's conclusion whether Ba did see Mak or not for the first time that day.....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

That is Life ....and the Hereafter

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Up until the month of July 2009, for this year alone we have lost three dearest members of the family.

April 2009, 28
Dearest MamakNen.
He was alone in his room.
Ed and Badi&Yat&Haikal were back in KL from Ireland for holidays.
Allahu Akbar - Allah has mapped out how things happened accordingly that facilitates the life of His beings

June 2009, 9
Dearest CikJan
She was in the hospital.
We reached the burial but it was almost over. We didnt get the chance to say goodbye for the last time but she will always be in our prayers.

July 2009, 28
Dearest CikLiyeh a.k.a Uncle
He was alone in his office.
Diagnosed with colon cancer but he has lived life with his dearest wife, five daughters and two grandchildren.

Semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmah dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang beriman.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Mesti kah?

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This is an old clip I found while spring cleaning the files I had in the pc. Its KakLa's performance while she was the newbie at the uni. at the time

There were 2 songs played but I rather prefer this. I love the part where there was the "HAA" part together with the body bending thing. At least got entertaining value.... eh! Felt like a jury giving comments in a competiton la pulaksss.... but at least my comment is not about pitching.. pitching this.. pitching that...pitching always.
Where's Kakak? What's the proof that she was in the group "mesti kah?" Kalau sapa tak nampak dia...alamatnya tinggal berapa jumaat jer laa....

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Anak- Anak sapa la niiiii.........

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Ish Ish Ish..... anak-anak sapaaaa tah nie...... dok biaq main tengah-tengah jalan.....

Does introduction needed? Definitely! (even tho you know who you are).

From the top left to right: KakLa (caption: wanna smile but dont wanna smile, wanna smile but dont wanna smile), KakNa (caption: gelak kat sapa tah? camera belah sini, dia sengih belah sana...hmmm???), Madarif (caption: sorang lagi...tengok apa tah? muka nakal jer), KakEeiinn (caption: rolling smile...mengulum2 senyum,biasa la dia tuh), and Madshamie (caption: the most cheeky sengih - winner of the Cheeky look award!)
From bottom left to right: Madmir (caption: mat muka selamba at this age...apah tak takut), Aya (caption: muka " I hate being photographed!..get outta my face), (iza)Shaja (caption: ini over the top model nih, kalah top model!), Saya (caption: chubby giler! cam minah salleh...tengok la sapa maksu dia huahahaha) and last but not least A'er (caption: errr....blurr??? macam tak larat angkat mata jer )

Unbelievable....they have all grown like the beanstalk. I am no longer the giant to them. Some has grown taller than me. Well...what can I say...its in our genes ....either we grew upways or sideways. But some stay petite in length (you know who you are).... salah gene tak kena la tuh! Tak pun anak jin sesat.....kwang kwang kwang

Monday, July 20, 2009

Travelling Memoirs

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Bandung, Indonesia 2008

Suka Jadi Tak suka Tak Jadi la kot.... Sukajadi was the name of the hotel that we stayed in Bandung.

Bangkok, Thailand 2007

Amari Atrium Hotel .... balcony on the restaurant ceruk mana tah....

Bath, United Kingdom 2005

County Hotel ....kept calling it Courtney...Courtney.... must be buta huruf over the excitement!

Wellington, New Zealand 2004 (pending picture scan)

Mekah, Arab Saudi 2002 (pending picture scan)

Istanbul, Turkey 2002 (pending picture scan)

Sentosa Island, Singapore (pending picture scan)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Parking Wars

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Haven't been blogging for some time now but this is the topic I chose to revive my blog today. Enough oxigen for revival I hope....
The parking spaces used to be abundant during the early days of me living at Seroja. I can choose wherever and whichever space I want to park my car at. But of coz it must be the nearest to the entrance of the building for easy access. Why I am not utilising my dedicated parking space? Coz it was situated at another building block. Such a genius who planned the layout of the residents' parking allocations!
For the past years, I have been moving in and out of different parking spaces based on the authority of the real owner of the space (don't get me started on the "love letters" left on the windshield giving out "love" vibes - how neighbourly are some....).
And for the past year I have been parking infront of a tree accross the my block. Voila! I got a "love letter" today! The content of the letter went something like this:
Akak punya parking kat mana? Hari2 asyik tukar jer....

Well... being civil, I replied though I dont even know who wrote it:
Salam, Dik.
Akak tukar2 sebab orang asyik park kat tempat akak jer. Sinila parking akak... {(chewah) ....tipu pagi Selasa sungguh aku!}
Then I just asked Arif to put on the next car whom I knew is a newcomer to the block.
Well...if he is not the one who left the message then it must be the other next car who got clamped by the way!

I guessed if the space is his, he would have reported to the security and got my car clamped. But he didnt so I believe he himself doesnt really know where's his space is and was using someone else's!

We'll see how things go when I come back this evening... another war brewing???

Sunday, April 19, 2009

3rd Year of Ba's passing

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Today is exactly the day that Ba passed away three years ago. Didoakan Ba sentiasa berada di kalangan orang-orang beriman, Ameen. A small tahleel was being held at Nateh's after maghrib last night for Ba, Pakcik (K.Saripah's Bapak) and our grandmothers and grandfathers from both sides who had passed on earlier.

We were joined by a small group of tahfiz student from Permata led by their ustaz. They were picked up by us before maghrib. The azan called out by one of the boys was such a sweet sound to the ears of whom heard it. Such a peaceful call that nothing can compare. After performing the solah maghrib, we continue to recite surah yasiin and tahleel. While waiting for isya', the ustaz gave a short tazkirah. Then completing solah isya', the guests were invited to a feast of nasi briyani, ayam masak merah, kurma daging, veggies and papadom.

Earlier during the day, we had satay feast for lunch for just the family. Nana and Siti were unable to come over due to Nana having a bad case of stomach pain. Nacik and the clan reached Nateh's in the afternoon. There were only 16 of us all together. After the stomachs were fulfilled, it was time to do some workout. It was time for the fish pond to be cleaned.

The same day, Skyra was hospitalised. Hospital bill was near RM700. There goes my plan for makeover!!!!

Saturday, April 11, 2009


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Got an email saying that this is somewhere in the east coast of Malaysia. So I have been dreaming of maybe someday I may go there to catch some breaths of the ocean breeze. It has been awhile since I last went to a beach ( awhile? I cant even remember when!) and quite some time not going for swimming too. And when I surfed the net for more information, I came across a blog saying that such place is not in Malaysia but in Australia, called Hayman Island. Sheezzz....... kena tipu bersegi-segi jer.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Future Home

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Carried to a new "home". What will happen on the first night in the "new home"?

What have I prepared for death?
Am I going to Heaven or thrown into Hell?
How often have I thought of death?

Reminding myself that Life is just temporary.
AfterLife is forever.
Ya Allah, kuatkan iman dan takwa ku terhadapMu.
Ingatkan aku akan kematian dan pembalasan di kemudian hari agar aku tidak sesat menyimpang dari jalan yang Kau kehendaki

Thursday, April 09, 2009

I am Freeeeeeee

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Felt like doing a twist to the song "I feel good.... tenenenenenet.....". Finally, I managed to get outta that "hellhole". Well, I cant be sure that getting outta one hellhole would get myself safe from getting into a larger @#$hole instead but at least (for now) there is a light atta end of the tunnel (I hope). It was announced in the meeting (which I was glad to not ever attend anymore) that I will be transferred to the land of a new frontier (to me laa). I'd been worrying the whole week and even having dreams about this, thinking that my boss would decide to decline my "sacrificial" offer. And finally, its a GO! C'mon baby, lets do the twist.... Some would have thought I didnt performed in my current duty so thats why I was sent out of that department. But, please be told from the discussion that we had when I offered myself as the volunteer to take up the new challenge, I heard praises said infront of my face! Hehehehe ..sincere or not, I dont care. I know I am good wherever I am put at or given any task to perform. But the best part was, the most unlikeable person in that universe was against me leaving because he felt I am most capable in that position! What do you know..... hehehehe. Made me lightheaded for awhile. I believe junior is alo celebrating on my leaving as well as her taking over my position. Know what.... I dont care for the position, take it for all you want as long as I wont need to sit around hyprocrites like you people!
No more coming to work at 7am for meeting with US people
No more going back home at 7pm for meeting with US people
No more carrying laptop to and fro (home, workstation, meeting room)
No more being around hypocrisy people
No more sitting at one corner as if being punished...hehehehe

Friday, April 03, 2009

To Be or Not to Be

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I am in a dilemma. Should I or should I not? Go for it no matter what? I am not happy there anyways, why not just give it a try? But can I do it? Or is it gonna be worse than the situation I am currently in. The pros and cons have been playing around in my mind since I got to know.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Drama Se... Dua, Tiga Babak daaa...

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Quiet on the set please...
Camera ready...

Scene One Take One:


One more!
Camera Ready?
Andddddddddd Action!

Scene One Take Two:

Ishhhh mengabih kan boghaih yo!
Camni tokeh boghaih pun boleh bankrap

OK Ready?
And actionnnnnn..........

Scene One Take Three:

Not Good enoughhhhhhh!!!
One more time....

Scene One Take Four:

Alamak ramai pulak pelakon Extra enterframe!!!

Arghhh....pelem dah abih dah....
Tokeh pelem kena gulung tikar jer laa
CUT!!!!!!!!! arrrrgggggghhhhh



Tuesday, March 31, 2009

IPhone 3G ...continued

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Do I need to say more? ehem... ehem.... leaning towards temptations nampak gayanya.
Oh tidakkkkkkkkkkk .... (terlebih melodramatik nih)

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Cute Tillie

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I was cleaning-up my folders stored in the desktop and found this cute baby picture. This baby is a daughter of a colleague of mine in Bath. Her name is Tillie. I am sure she has already grown to be a pretty girl by now. I think that picture was sent to me way back in 2005 or so by his father Kevin. He sent a few other pictures but I couldnt seem to find them. At least I have this one to remind me what a good friend Kevin was. It sad that I didnt get to say goodbye to him when he left the company. He was a great guy while we were in Bath's office, lending his workstation and what not. I am sure he would get me a cuppa of chocolate if we werent fasting at that time. Hehehehe. He took the time to find us a hotel in London through the net and Dave didnt trust him finding a good one. But alas when we reached London via train, the hotel was just "around the conner" from the train station (it sounded like near but actually not though to me, when abroad, I find everywhere is a walking distance coz you never get tired walking in the weather there as compared to us here).
Back to Tillie.. she is taken care by Kevin's mother since Kevin is a single parent. He is a young chap. I am glad to know and work with him.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

IPhone 3G

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Temptation... temptation.... sigh.....
Between temptation and adding more debts, which side should I take? Hah! What do you think? Can I fight the temptation of owning a much sorted out phone? Would I want to drown myself deeper into the sea of debts? I blamed the advertisements! I blamed the people who are bringing IPhone into Malaysia's shore! Why did they invented IPhone?? Why dont they just create UPhone instead so that it wouldnt be all about I, I, I! Hehehe ya rite!

We'll see.. we'll see

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Payslip Surprise!

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Got the payslip yesterday ... as usual...being me, I never quite bothered with it. Whatever it is, I still get that much, never more (and it never crossed my mind that I might be short paid). Anyways, all the hype at the office for getting bonuses ... I just kept cool coz being the newbie, am not entitled so I just keep mum about it. Though there comes a moment when I regret leaving the previous co because if not I would be two months pay richer. And now working here, I got nothing, zilch, nada ... there are moments .... HUGE regret!!
As I was going through my backpack looking for my phone, I came across the slip which I just shoved into the front pocket of the bag.Well, thinking I might as well tear up the sides then I can just filed it away before I start again to become a hoarder that I always am whenever possible. Out of my subconciousness, I just flipped it open then I saw some funny figures. Huh??? what's going on here? Is this slip mine?? ... unbelievable.... included was an inconsequential extra amount. I dont care, I take it no matter how small it is. makes me think twice on looking for a new job. Hehehehe.... bribery huh? Well at least I felt abit of appreciation coming from the management after being there for only 6 months. Alhamdulillah, this is all from THE MOST Beneficient. Sujud syukur.
PS - Sorry guys, dont expect me to treat you to some expensive food or anything ... I got debts to kill!

Sunday, March 29, 2009


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Been told that the CSI series use the lab equipments produced by the company I worked for. Everytime I get the chance to watch the series (though I go for CSI Las Vegas only coz I like Grissom's character.. cool and serene as compared to the other two guys who are more into action, not that I dont like action packed series..... sidetracked), I have been trying to spot the logos on the equipment when it comes to the scenes in the lab but havent suceed yet on that quest.
I have missed a lot of episodes lately but am not worried coz Astro will continue to rerun the episodes and I believe I will be able to catch up one of these days hehehehe.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Big Bro's operation

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Nana was admitted into PutraJ hospital last Wednesday for a scheduled operation due 26.03.2009 of taking out the stones in his gall bladder. He has been in and out of the hospital for several times before and the ward room is seen to be his second home now! He went into the operating theatre at about 11 in the morning and the operation was completed at about 8pm when he was rolled out into the ward. That's a long time on the operating table. Seems there was a bit of a complication but Alhamdulillah everything went well. Went to the hospital to visit on Friday evening since Ariff was still schooling. Shoot! Forgotten to take a picture. Nana was still having some pains. Since he hasn't break wind yet after the operation, he kinda looked bloated (the stomach I mean). In that ward, we can hear one or the other patients throwing "acid bomb" as if in a fart war. No shame long as they break wind! hehehehe.

Nana once again self-drove back home yesterday eve and now recuperating.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Earth Hour

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I admit I'd forgotten about it until more than 20 minutes after the time that we are supposed to switch off the lights i.e. 8.30pm. I guess I can only say I made 2/3rd contribution of the 1 hour for Mother Earth. I have to make another confession. I only turned off the lights but not the tv and the computer. That cut another 1/3rd, wouldnt it? Well.... at least huh! Hmmm... should start thinking of recycling then? I know I know..... what? only now? as usual.... a huge procrastinator.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Got me!

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Hahaha I guessed the joke is on me!

Duh! After changing the template, I didnt know where to go from that blog to put new postings and what not. Before this I always use "dashboard" menu at the top of the right hand side but I couldn't find that in this new template. That's the first "got me"! The second is, as I was browing back on the old postings plus comments, I chanced upon one comment made by someone whom is not one of my nieces. His ( I presumed a he) nickname was Dulce and his comments was in the posting of "Old Friends". I am sure he won't be visiting my blog anymore but I just wanna thank him for leaving a comment. Thank you, Dulce. Hope that you visit again. Wouldn't mind making new friends.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

I am back Part Deux

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Just trying to pimp my blog with a vibrant colour. My life has been dull enough as reflected in my blog i.e. no updates for awhile now so I spruced it up with this new template and hoping things pick up as well.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Self disciplined

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I am poor in this area. Promised a lot of things to myself but I never get them promises fulfilled. I am a procrastinator and a liar (in this sense). Guilty as charged by my very own court.

Monday, February 09, 2009

I am Baaaccckkk!

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Wow...since November 2008 eh! Such a long time. It has been awhile though I am not going to come out with lame excuses of why I am not blogging for awhile...cewah...macam la pandai sangat memblogging! Anyway, its just for syok sendiri apa salahnya kan. I hope to continue this whenever possible.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

It's been awhile....

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I felt like pulling the hair off! My working life now is full with meetings, meetings and meetings plus long, unproductive meetings plus almost all the time... I just dont have the energy to be brainstormed at this age infact I am not even good in such activity. My brain has been dormant for the longest time. My thinking ability doesnt go beyond ordinary and whats more, extraordinary. I wanted an easy life but pays big! Hah! Where is such place??

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Time Flew By like Superman

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Didnt realise that the last posting was a week ago. Yeah...the time is gone in a flash....quicker and faster than that guy who wore his underwear outside of his tights. One of the Sign that Armageddon is near.

For not realising the time, I blamed it on work.. the job that I currently held. It really took a toll on my time...draining my brain juice... which not much is left anyways.

No more luxury of just going to work and coming back home on time, doing the work by just closing both eyes..that means already too routine a work and does not even require any thinking at all.

Now...... sometimes I just cant stand it anymore. But I wanna give my brain some opportunity to be challenged before it is totally shut down. Maybe the drive is not that enthusiastic but I will persevere!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

another Weekend

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Planned for a meet with an old college friend whom I havent met for almost 13 years, I think. We have agreed since a week ago. Adamant to make this date work thinking that more than 10 years of not meeting a friend whom I considered as one of my close friends is worth making it happen. We only manage to still keep in touch via phone though both of us have emails which is an alternative to making contact and both of us are living in the same state but we are simply too busy sorting our own lives and didnt make the effort to sit down over a cuppa coffee... ice-blended chocolate for me, pleaseeee.

We decided to meet in the afternoon so while waiting for the time to pass by I just logged in via my niece's computer to just penned a few lines of silliness.

Reminiscing to the time when we were taking a Post Graduate course in ITM. There were only 11 of us taking that course for which the other nine were guys majority from the Ministry of Armed forces. Imagined doing programming and what not. At the time Pascal and COBOL were the two programming subjects. Its a one year course and since we were a small group, we kinda became close-knitted group. Being the only 2 roses among the thorns, we got close and become fast friends. I remembered one project where we were required to do a programming on the game of TIC TAC TOE. My sense of logic using Pascal was terrible. I'd prefer COBOL any day compared to Pascal! Or maybe I was not cut to be a programmer at all..... I managed to get the TIC TAC TOE done but of coz.... shushhhh.....I cheated. So, dear nieces and nephews, PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT TO FOLLOW.

My friend is currently doing her Masters. I have to salute her for diligently continuing to study and advancing herself. As for me, I dont think my brain could endure further thinking than of the normal issues in life. Actually its more toward the spirit of where there's a will there's a way and I am just not willing.....

Wednesday, October 15, 2008


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Hah! As usual, I seldom logged in using my own login ID. Its always either thru the link of my nieces blogs that I use to slip into my very own blog.... so very like me i.e. a lazy bugger.

What I was suprised about is that I cant believe that someone from US and Ozzie read this very blog of mine. Unbelievable! I always thot that it would just be between my nieces and me...reading to and fro between our blogs, sharing silly stories. Unless of coz, Feedjit is aint true but at the moment I am flabbergasted to know that there are 1 or 2 people out there reading this. I know...I may be by accident that they visited this blog but any whatsoever the reason is... WELCOME! WELCOME!

I just add the Feedjit widget expecting nothing from it except seeing the one red dot indicating myself frequenting this blog.... that is from Kuala Lumpur. When I viewed it and saw another 2 dots out of the ordinary area, I was like....errrr....... who has been reading this blog??? Gosh there are people out there in the world reading MY blog. Well, my warmest wishes to whom has visited this blog (be it by accident or not)and I do hope you did find it a teenie weenie interesting to read as a passing of time. Do visit again and leave some comments if possible. Will definitely appreciate that.Promoting eh??? Why not.....If I get good response I would be writing better things..... ya rite!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Bored to Death Day

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I was bored throughout the day. Woke up at about 5 a.m. this morning and straight to the loo, melepaskan hajat ..... nature calls! Terus "berendam", nasib baik tak der tub kalau tak keluar bilik ayaq kecut cam asam kecut!

After everything else settled, switched the TV on (which I just switched off when I woke up the first time). Sat thru watching Hallmark Movie titled "Beautiful Girl". Tis about a chubby gal goin' into a pageant with the intention of just winning free tickets to Hawaii which she wanted to be a gift for her fiancee on the honeymoon. Bla..bla.. ended she waltzed thru to a bigger pageant / state I think but she won runner up place. Moral of the story, " Its what you think of yourself that matters , do not care what everyone else think about you". I hope I have that gungho of a spirit!! But, ever seen a chubby gal got into any beauty pageant before? Unless its specifically for chubbs peeps.... hmmm.....wonder if I would have the guts to do that? Opss... am not chubby, am just, simple plain truth....Fat! Out of the question then....

Wednesday, October 08, 2008


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At last... the editing and the pasting of the Bandung/Jakarta video trip has finally come to a completion. Phew!!! I slept late just to finish them off and burn it... ehem....ehemmm..... for which I havent come to that yet..... sabaq...sabaq..... will do it in a bit!

I have to do a couple of versions for these videos since mainly the video is for family use only but there's a request for it to be for other than the family use so some of the pictures have to be "censored" for public viewing.

OK...OK... am getting on with the burning, as in NOW....... notttttttt!

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Kendughi Kendagha Sedagha Magha

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I think 2008 is the year where many of my suku sakat got hitched. Me gone pokai....itu pun ada gak yang tak dapat sumbangan ...ops!...shhhhh....diam-diam no.... tunggu chek kumpui duit dulu.... kira macam belated gift la... anak2 menakan semua tau me perangai .... duit raya posa depa pun chek masuk buku 555 dulu. Depa pun dah besa.... mana taknya, sapa komplen lebih kot satni tak dapat langsung ...haaaa..... baru ternganga!!!

Last Saturday, Na-wee and Kak Lin gave away their daughter's hand in marriage (buat kat Taman Seni Islam, Shah Alam). Mak and Nana+family got back from Ipoh for Raya and came by to pick me up. As usual, almost all the Che' Wan's descendants attended.

Next Friday would be MakTeh(Penang)'s kendughi for Fitri and Syifa. Too bad that I cant make it this time round for my cousins (no entitlement for cuti yet). So no chance of gathering with Ba's side of the family this time. Well at least this time no more Mandi Bunga!!!!! Sorry.....terkona kot lain pulak dah... Hishh...dan-dan tak dak idea dah nak melalut...

Thursday, October 02, 2008

BA..HU + Boo-Fa-Low + JJJ

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This was a memoir from our trip to Bandung/Jakarta last May. Till now I still havent complete editing the videos from the trip with the clans over there. Sorry you guys, me pweety pweety busy with.....errr..... nothing!
This video would definitely be one of the Bloopers among the videos I shot. Priceless!
Pump up the volume and hear those conversation.....and will not be included in the series of videos burnt into the CD.
Presenting ...... (drum roll, please...) - THE SENGET FILM

Abbreviation: JJJ = Jeans Jaya Jusco

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Alone Part 2

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Bukan movie jer ada sequel tau......
Well....1st nite of Raya and I am sitting or rather living all alone in this pidgeon hole home of mine. The TV was blasting with Hallmark channel on ...saja bukak kuat2 since no neighbours kiri kanan depan belakang, semua balik kampung but not forgetting the "ladesh" guys in the end corner lot. (Ladesh - the term Mak used for the bangladeshis....hehehehe) They are still there....I can still hear in my mind the "snip" "snip" sound (even though there aren't any such sound at the moment). That is the sound of them snipping of their hairs which we practically hear every time when they are not working....they must have a lot of hairs eh???

Sometimes suspen gak..... ramai sangat pendatang2 halal dan haram menghuni "rumah burung" kat sini. This area was said to be exclusive, rumah orang2 kaya...bukan I kata tapi diorang yang kata (diorang tu sapa...entah la pulak....., asal orang yang berkata2 bukan haiwan sudah la...stop!!....crap is taking over me fingers..) tapi from my point of view, tak exclusive mana sangat pun coz we are at the opposite area from the first phase of BJ and this area is called east BJ. When people tend to say that where I stay is the rich people's area...I said....naaa...... East BJ to THE BJ is like Chenai compared to Mumbai (ishh when did I go Bollywood pulak nih???)

Well.....forgive the ramblings of a loner.....

The below statement is not relevant anymore coz I just upload the visual....
PS - I know I know...... the posting is a bit boring coz there is no visuals attached but I cant seem to find a suitable visual aids for this so I am leaving it plain or not is at your own risk ...MUAHAHAHAHA

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


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Semua dah balik Raya, tinggal me and another chinese colleague fending the fort. Mati kutu jugak dibuatnya. Tak sabar nak tunggu kul 5, nak ca alip bot!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Happy 69th Birthday - 24.09.1939

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Semoga dipanjangkan usia beserta rezeki yang murah dan dikurniakan kesihatan yang berterusan. Dengan doa agar kehidupan Bonda diberkati dan dirahmati Yang Maha Esa. Sentiasa dikasihi dan dikelilingi oleh anak-anakanda serta cucu2-nda sekalian.

You are ONE in a million, dearest Mak!

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

It has been awhile....

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I have to admit I am not good at this blogging thingy.... hish.... bab-bab karangan ni lemah betul....tu pasal BM dapat cangkul jer!!! But looking or rather reading my nieces' blogs made mine look like crap! hahahaha

I guess I just wanna use this crap page to just blog crap hence becoming a crappo.....see.... tak sampai berapa ayat jer dah start....what crap am I crapping about! Hey ...NEWSFLASH!!!.... thats what CRAP is all about.

Blogging about real life would be like opening a can of worms.... so I rather have the worms stay put in the can... not wiggling out and about. Let that be private. Dont ever chance upon a pandora box! or I would have to kill whoever opens it...

I usually slot in related pictures to what i blog or should i continuosly say crap but I dont think anyone wanna see a can of worms, do ya????

Raya is around the corner but kesian me, no long celebration this year. Opss..... this wasnt suppose to be posted here. Being the lazy me, malas nak backspace to delete. Pemalas tahap gaban! So taip terus jer.... apa yang keluar kat pala hotak nih direct ikut blood vessel straight to the nerves system kat hujung jari nih to make the jari jemari menari-nari mengetuk papan kekunci..... yikes..... papan kekunci??? Mak aih....bila pulak guna perkataan ni....keyboard la...keyboard.....ada paham????

I am suppose to finish Brisingr before kakak claim the book for her Raya break... but how can I finish such thick book in a week... its not even a week! Minus 8 and half hours of working period x 5 days... no no...6 days include last Sunday - am just calculating working hours coz these are the big chunks of time taken away from me whether i like it or not!!! The best I could do was speed reading in my own technique of speed reading which means skipping a few pages that I thought was not interesting (which may infact be interesting but I just didnt read them ...sigh...this would definitely cause me some "loopholes" in the understanding of the story but as long as when anyone ask... yeah yeah I have read Brisingr! Well, the book is easily available as and when I want to re-read it, right? Oh ya....lupa nak bubuh inscription dalam buku tuh..... the most expensive gift ever! So Eeiinn and Adeq.... mintak yang lebih-lebih kurang aje yeeeee..... or should I say mintak yang kurang-kurang sikit, boleh? Belum masuk syaza ngan mamat lagi kalau keputusan depa baguih.....mampuih!!!! Million-hair pun dah boleh jadi botak head dah camni.....

I guess this is it for tonite...its past midnite anyways...I should be in dreamland already at this hour... alamatnya dozing off at the office la nampaknya.....tak per... GM kat US so dia tak nampak...keh keh keh!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Facts and Self defense of Rape

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If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or with you
in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask them a question,
like what time is it, or make general small talk, I can't believe it is so cold out here, we're in for a bad winter. Now you've seen their face and could identify them in a lineup,you lose appeal as a target.

If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of you and
yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to said
they'd leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would not be
afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY target. If you
carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of it and carries
it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPERSPRAY and holding it
out will be a deterrent.

If someone grabs you, you can't beat them with strength but you can by outsmarting them. If they grab your wrist, pull your wrist back so your hand is in waving position (palm facing forward) and twist it toward yourself and pull your arm away. It is hard to hold onto wrist bones that are moving in that way. They
stumble toward you and you stumble back, so you can use that momentum to
bring the same out and backhand them with your knuckles in the forehead,
nose or teeth.

If you are grabbed around the waist from behind, pinch the attacker
either under the arm between the elbow and armpit or in the upper inner
thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this guy taunt told him she used the
underarm pinch on a guy who was trying to date rape her and was so upset
she broke through the skin and tore out muscle strands - the guy needed
stitches. Try pinching yourself in those places as hard as you can stand
it; it hurts.

After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a
particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy's parts it is
extremely painful. You might think that you'll anger the guy and make him
want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our instructor is
that they want a woman who will not cause a lot of trouble. Start causing
trouble, and he's out of there.

When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers and
bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing down on
them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using much
pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked audibly.

Of course the things we always hear still apply.
Always be aware of your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and
if you see any odd behavior, don't dismiss it, go with your instincts.

You may feel a little silly at the time, but you'd feel much worse if the
guy really was trouble.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Old friends

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This was one of the good friends I'd gained during my early chatting days. I started chatting in 1999 where at the time I was supposed to use the internet for the purpose of searching for potential employers since the company I was working at the time were going to retrench and the plant was to be shut down. Instead, I was "introduced" to the world of cyber chatting!

Maybe I'll tell about it in another space age....

Back to "old but gold" friends:
I'd forgotten the nickname he used (cut me some slack will ya....thats way back in 1999 and we passed the virtual name thingy already by then)
Steven Coney - he lives in UK (cant recall the exact place)and at the time he was working in a paint shop (if i am not mistaken). He became one of my good friends and a mutual friends among my other friends. At the time, he was still single then after time passed, I heard that he was in a relationship and he was already seldom online. He was with a relationship with one of the "friends' i knew in the same chat community. After a while the relationship went sour...thats my guess and am not really sure.

Well, that's old news.... just am wondering what has happen to him now, how he's doing. I hope he is doing great wherever he is.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Archie's Clips

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

The Archie Show

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Saturday, May 24, 2008


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Saturday, May 10, 2008

What will Jap think of next?

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The Japs are creative and innovative people be it in business or playful games.

Saturday, May 10, 2008


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Thursday, May 08, 2008

David Archuleta Part Deux

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Here goes.... fan-atic!
Its nearing to an end but I am posting the Andrew Lloyd Webber's week - a renowned broadway producer (if I am not mistaken) instead.

My prediction? It's gonna be a showdown between and David and David!
I know it's unfair uploading David Arch's video only instead of both but it's much pretty easy to get Arch's video compared to others and of coz... I am leaning towards Arch ....

Monday, May 05, 2008

Another David

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Its now to the final four.... I have been missing a lot of the shows .... actually never seen AI in full. I always treat myself to the spoilers in the net. So, I got to see or know the show or result earlier than shown at Astro.

I am still rooting for Arch ... but loves Cook's voice too.Especially when he sang Mariah Carey's "Always be my Baby" and of coz an opera song "Music of the night".

Friday, May 02, 2008

Brrrrr......... icey coolie!!!!!

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I have been dreaming of going to places with snow. So far, the dream has not yet become a reality..... one day.... one day..... one fine day ....I hope!

This is in Versoix, a city near Geneve in Switzerland (reminds me of lots of snow and chocolates).
I am sure for the people there, they are already used to this kinda situation. But for the "jakun" one like me, this would be like something out of the mind..... my mouth would definitely be gaping wide in awe!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


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This is the reason I got to blog from the office today......

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Cute ain't it?

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

19th April 2006

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Time does fly by .....

It has come to be the second year of Ba not being in our lives.

I pray that Allah placed Ba among the syuhadas...may he be blessed with Rahmah and Barakah.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Jang Nara

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The cutest (my humblest opinion...of coz) Korean singer cum actress.

Funny and jovial kinda gal.

When she makes faces, she still looks cute, no matter what....

Her songs (on the net) is likeable to my old ears.

Her acting in the Korean Dramas are always potraying her as cheeky and adorable but when it comes to a sad scene..... she played it well too.
Wanted to post her music video here but it seems Blogger has some problem in uploading videos.

Monday, April 07, 2008

Blue Planet

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Whatever relates to water - I JUST LOVE!

That includes all the creatures of the sea even dugungs, ok!

Whales - the biggest of the lot. The most fascinating mammals that I love to watch but for the moment only watching them through channels of media. One day perhaps, if given the chance to watch upclose..... to be able to appreciate the creation from The Great.

Ocean itself is the greatest creation and what's more in it....

Thats the GREATNESS of ALLAH - creations that made us feel at awe, creations that make us realised how small we are and how insignificant we are. But HE will never judge us unjustly.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

David Archuleta

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What a voice and what a humble and cute guy. Loved him in American Idol. Never been an avid fan of American Idol before.....Come to think of it, never really, really saw American Idol season 1 till 6 except on occasion especially during Fantasia Barrino and perhaps a little of Blake Lewis. Since David, Wednesday is a must watch day. However, I tend to watch the segment of just David on the net cause it was already all over the net before seeing the actual airing of the show on Astro.

This was an audition during Hollywood week that got him a spot in the 24 finalists....

But the one I loved most was when he sang this rendition of John Lennon's Imagine...

At the moment, I thought of posting his pictures from time to time.

Kakak/Eeiinn/Adik - jangan jealous aaaaa.....

Friday, March 14, 2008

Some Places Out There too

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A1 Pattaya, Thailand

Malacca Renaisance 2007

D'Muara Park

Friday, March 14, 2008

Some Places Out There

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The place is called D'Muara Marine Park @ Dorani Resort.

Views from the beach and balcony facing the sea were spectacular. I wished I had a better camera and not just taking pictures from my handphome cam.

Missed the sunset though...too bad coz the sun was red-pinkish when setting.

Picturesque sunrise..... ( imagining I was photographing it with SLR camera)

Friday, February 15, 2008


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My "lovable" Boss is not gonna be in the office for the whole week next week!

Saturday, February 02, 2008

Today in Family History

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2.02.08 was a day in a making whereby Haris (Pak Tam's son) got married. The akad was performed on Friday night, the night before at the bride's.

We sent Mak to Pak Tam's so that she could follow them for the reception at the bride's side in Seri Kembangan.

First time driving to Pak Tam's house in Bukit Subang. As usual the "lost" me would never be the dubbed that nickname if I didnt make a wrong turn somewhere.

In the evening, we went to pick Mak up and Tokcik, Mak Njang and Pak Njang were there. Mak Njang wanted to follow to Adi's and took a ride with us.

Mak Teh, Pak Teh, Pak Ngah, Mak Ngah and Ta, Syifa, Aida, Fitri were already there.
Riz is no more with "air dingin" and surprisingly he is in Standard 1 now. Rania is so sweet and she looks a bit like Aya (the smaller version).

Fitri's fiance, Hanim was there as get her to know the family.

As usual, the house was havoc with everyone catching up on old and new updates.

Then Nina and Cik Nei came over.


Pak Ngah - 25 Jan --> 69 years old
Mak Ngah - 5 Feb
Cik Nei - 6 Feb
Mak Teh - 16 June
Pak Njang - 15 June
Nurul Anuar - 1 Feb
Mardiah - 28 Feb

Got home Flat! Splatt! Out!

Monday, January 21, 2008

Low Day

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Not feeling good today. Ended up waking with a humongous eyebag and accumulated eye "excrement"...yeah....euwwwwww! It started with the left eye then the right. Went to work looking like i haven't slept the night before. We ate out since Mak's not around to cook for us. I had Kungfu Kuewtiow and Arif with hi Padprik Rice.

Reached home to catch the last half hour of SPAQ and I am still in my work clothes writing this. Hot at one time and cold the other so I don't wanna risk taking a bath. On with the finale of Amazing Race. Expected Christina and Daddy to win but TK and Rachel came in first. Salute to DOn, the oldest to be in the final three.

Aside from having like something stuck in my throat..... I am off to bed!